i think too much

for some reason i tend to analyze everything. not just things people say or do, but words even. i find myself breaking words down and at times looking up the meaning. i recently found that words amaze me. i love how a simple sentence can paint in our minds an entire story. hopefully what i am trying to say makes since. my youth group a while back talked about how our life is a predetermined story. its also a neat thought. but the other day i found myself analyzing the entire idea. can you imagine turning the page of your life. getting tired of whats going on and just turning the page so the next battle is at hand and the current one is past and forgotten. it would be nice. sometimes it would be nice to light the pages on fire. turn the white solid, to a black powdered ash. as i was thinking about all of these i also thought: ....why are we in a hury to complete in a week what God intended to last for a year? as someone who loves to write i would be very bitter towards someone that wanted to change every thing i've ever written. criticism is good but the thought of changing all my ideas just turns something within me and it just doesnt go over very well. what i want to know though, is why im in such a hurry to always change what God has written for me. i hope this made since, if not then i dont know...